is how he felt it: «In my memory there is for ever a day, when I stood on my
knees and began to pray. I asked God to show His love, asked Him to forgive my
sins for the sake of Christ, that He made me one of His children.
was a miracle: soon after the pray (I prayed absolutely sincerely) I felt the
God's love and felt how blinkers which didn’t let me see the truth fell from
do not have words to describe the pleasure overflowing my heart at that moment.
Never, never before I had experienced anything of this kind. I knew that God
loved me in Christ and made me the beloved son. Since that time reading the
Bible became a huge pleasure for me - I could not put it down because of the
fascinating pages. It became the Book, in which there is absolute truth. Jesus
Christ seemed to inhale new life in me. This miracle struck me so much, that
since then I can not stop telling everyone what Jesus made for me. Everything
lost its former sense. The only important thing for me became the service to
God. He was the most important in everything that I was doing or speaking».
Another scientist of mathematics, a woman, thought so: « In the science I constantly have business with pure abstractions, intangible things. But I never doubted, for example, in the properties of the figure 2. If so, why do I doubt the existence of God? Does the circumstance that He is invisible and is intangible prove the contrary? And I decided that I should believe in God and addressed Him with a pray.
God awarded my searches with the reliance of His existence. This feeling cannot
be described by words. It is impossible to explain it, and it is absolutely
different from smelling, testing and visual sensations. It probably represents a
small particle of God Himself, which He gives us - spiritually and
intellectually – that for us it became so ridiculous to deny the existence of
God as it would be denying of our own existence.
all the bad deeds accomplished by me in life, clearly rose before my eyes as
severe prosecutors. For a long time I was thinking whether I will die together
with the entire universe when Christ returns? I was very much afraid, that when
after death I see God, He will show
me something like a video recording of all my life and will force me to see it,
feeling His condemning look on me. At the thought of harm, caused by me, I
shuddered, having understood, that it will serve as a reason of my verdict to
eternal sufferings. I began to ask God to forgive me, imploring Him to be mercy
for the sake of Jesus Christ, Who had died in the name of my rescue. There was a
miracle! I again remembered all my life and this time saw that in video
recording only good remained. God erased my bad actions from it. I felt that He
is somewhere near, absolutely close to me. As if I heard Him thanking me for
that good that I had done in my life. And still internally I resisted to that,
saying: «It is unfair. In the life I did not only good, but also evil». And
then God again pointed to the record, as though saying: «I do not see any evil.
Jesus changed the contents of the record». That is why the sufferers died for
their belief. As well as me they came to the conclusion that it is silly to deny
God only because He is invisible» (from the book “Scientists tell about the